I have started going to the gym regularly.
Sometimes I feel like I'm doing the best thing for my health but at other times I feel like I'm giving into the unsettling ideas of womanhood that keep many women in a state of perpetual dieting.
I know I need to get healthy, I should start with cutting down on the junk food but, but I always feel like that insecurity could take over and turn the initial idea of being healthy into something sinister.
I don't want to be like others and spend the rest of my life worrying about what I look like.
I feel like I have controlled it for the most part but I still think about it an lot and hate that I've let my insecurities get the better of me.
I believe there is no easy way to overcome this feeling and I know practically every woman goes through it at least once in their live so I'll just take one day at a time and I'll keep going to the gym.
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